eva

men
who pms
are RIDICULOUS
learn to get over yourself.
you cannot always have your way
and just because something does not appear to be the best for you DOES NOT mean it's not the best, it just means you can't see how it is good.

great friends
are definitely NOT
those who seem to be very interested in your friendship when they want to go somewhere.. and you have a car..
i have this one friend who is always trying to get me to drive her places.. like chicago.. (a good 3 1/2 hour drive from our school, and not a drive i want to make in my not toooo reliable car).. and then she gets angry when i say no!
on thursday, she got online (i think this was her way of ignoring the nudging thought in her mind that what she was doing was wrong) and asked me if i could take her to the mall on saturday because she needed to go bra shopping. i was fine with that, thinking it would be the two of us shopping. of course, as i say yes, she says "oh, my friend molly from cross country wants to go too, that's okay, right?" no, it wasn't, mainly because i knew she had already made plans with this girl and just expected me to drive, but i'd already said yes. so today, i'd already decided i wasn't taking them. why would i want to drive two people to the mall so they could go shopping without me? i run into her around 12:30. "so, you're still taking us, right?" "actually, i have too much to do.." (not really a lie, a friend had borrowed my detergent, so i really needed to catch up on laundry today). "UGH I HAD SO MANY PEOPLE DEPENDING ON YOU." "maybe you shouldn't depend on me to drive you everywhere." and she walked away.
i guess that i wouldn't really have a problem with it if it were something actually important she wanted a ride to, or if she actually want ed to do something with me there, but i know she's only asking me because i have the car to get her there. what she doesn't realize is that i don't have the money she does to be wasting on gas to drive her all over the place. what i really don't understand is why she doesn't have a car here. she has the money and the car at home, she just didn't bring it.
that's not the only problem i am having with her. she's been really hypocritical about behavior.. like alcohol/drugs (they're really the same thing, which is why she's really bothering me with that issue) and sex.. and i'm just getting really sick of it. it's like, until you can be a perfect angel, lay off everyone else. there's a lot more i could say which is exactly why i will stop now!

soooo
fasting all day
+
drinking
=
NOT GOOD.
in fact, for eva it equals falling over, but being too drunk to realize that she hurt her foot, so what did she do?
she walked 15 minutes to a party.
then she danced for 2 hours.
then she walked home to find herself with a bloody toe and a swollen ankle.
YUMMY!


ps Wolfie is a lazy bum =(

if you live in the us.. and this doesn't bother you..
you must be one of them!

URL: http://www.youtube.com/v/fJuNgBkloFE

i guess this sort of goes with driving rants..
I REALLY HATE ONLINE DRIVING DIRECTIONS
they constantly mess up the whole one way street thing.
it's really a pain.