AngelikaDeath

So I'm sitting here thinking. What would one like me put in her "About Me" section and I thought about it a long time... I later decided to copy and paste my "About Me" from another social networking site I am a member of.... Here is what is reads:

I am the girl you'll learn to hate sooner or later. The girl that fears going home because she knows she going to get treated like shit. The one that gets in fights because people think its funny to pick on the sad girl. The girl that hates her life and wants to die. The girl that dated that one guy who ripped her heart out like it was no big deal....

I am Angelika (if you would like to know my real name just message me and I will tell you if I feel as though I can trust you) and I'm 17 (as of September '09). I'm only 5'1" tall and weigh about 95lbs I love to sing and write. I am lead vocals in a local band here in Nebraska (and yes the weather here is extremely bipolar here). I've lived here my whole life but I still can't get over the extreme changes from day to the next. I had some problems with self-mutilation for about 7 years but I recently found my way out of that state of mind. I realized that death is not the only solution to my problems and there are better (less destructive) alternatives to getting through things. I do smoke (I don't smoke cigarettes though {screwing cancer sticks!!!} ). I am trying my best to quit! I'm currently learning to play bass guitar. My mothers boyfriend is teaching me and I'm not the best but I'm improving at a very rapid pace.

I LOVE neon colours but HATE the colours white and yellow. Some people call me a little emo kid but I'm not really any (stereotype). I am just ME! And my rule on this is if you don't like who I am you can screw off because I'm not going to change myself to please anyone.

I have a HUGE thing for guys with piercings and tattoos. Its more a weakness than anything. I think they are super sexy if you have the right body type for it. And frankly some guys don't know if it is right for them to get one or not. So if you aren't sure don't get one. Its common sense. But anyway. Tattoos and piercings make me squirm but I love hair (I dislike body hair though - I like hair on the top of your head). It gives me something to play with when I almost always need to keep my hands pre-occupied so I don't have that undying urge to have a cigarette (I have recently quit). That and long hair gives me something to pull on *cough cough*.