eva Posted August 9, 2007 Report Share Posted August 9, 2007 so basically today was the day i snapped. last night i started cutting again after months of being free. then i got a parking ticket. yes, a parking ticket. the kind that doesn't show up on your record. the kind that costs $10 and then is not a bother in your life ever again, but not for eva. i got home, and i had a panic attack. i went into a fit of hyperventilating for 20 minutes. my mom almost took me to the hospital, and i haven't stopped crying since. no, i'm not posting this for sympathy. i'm posting this because every time i try to talk to someone about anything they always turn it around and make it about themselves. that's why i'm posting this here. it's for someone else who is more interested in his own business than the welfare of a so-called friend, just like the rest of the world. maybe if all i did was go on and on about myself it might be different, but all i do is listen to everyone else's problems, help everyone else out, and deal with everyone else's shit. there's no one there for me. i tried talking to someone else earlier, and instead of consoling me, it went back to him. "i'm not a good enough friend to you." that's not what you say to someone you're trying to help.i'm done with people. you all are shit. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amanda Posted August 9, 2007 Report Share Posted August 9, 2007 Dammnn. I kinda know how you feel though.... Well I stopped trying to talk to people about my problems because they always say stupid crap and piss me off. I seriously hate people. Grr. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ike Posted August 9, 2007 Report Share Posted August 9, 2007 :/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wolfie Posted August 9, 2007 Report Share Posted August 9, 2007 Sometimes, life just sucks. Then you pay taxes and die. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hannah Posted August 21, 2007 Report Share Posted August 21, 2007 so basically today was the day i snapped. last night i started cutting again after months of being free. then i got a parking ticket. yes, a parking ticket. the kind that doesn't show up on your record. the kind that costs $10 and then is not a bother in your life ever again, but not for eva. i got home, and i had a panic attack. i went into a fit of hyperventilating for 20 minutes. my mom almost took me to the hospital, and i haven't stopped crying since. no, i'm not posting this for sympathy. i'm posting this because every time i try to talk to someone about anything they always turn it around and make it about themselves. that's why i'm posting this here. it's for someone else who is more interested in his own business than the welfare of a so-called friend, just like the rest of the world. maybe if all i did was go on and on about myself it might be different, but all i do is listen to everyone else's problems, help everyone else out, and deal with everyone else's shit. there's no one there for me. i tried talking to someone else earlier, and instead of consoling me, it went back to him. "i'm not a good enough friend to you." that's not what you say to someone you're trying to help.i'm done with people. you all are shit. Yeeeah everyone says they deal with other people's problems but no one's there for them. Hate to break it to you, but Wolfie's right, life sucks, then you die. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wolfie Posted August 21, 2007 Report Share Posted August 21, 2007 I wasn't meaning it like "get over it", but more like, "it's an unfortunate part of life". But in short, it does suck. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eva Posted August 21, 2007 Author Report Share Posted August 21, 2007 if i wrote about what happened today... well yesterday now.. you'd know that life is worse than sucky.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Quackster Posted August 21, 2007 Report Share Posted August 21, 2007 (edited) Yeeeah everyone says they deal with other people's problems but no one's there for them.Hate to break it to you, but Wolfie's right, life sucks, then you die. Well, thats very comforting.. Eva, I kind of know how you feel, there aren't enough caring people in the world.. I hope you're okay now though. Edited August 21, 2007 by Eloise Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eva Posted August 23, 2007 Author Report Share Posted August 23, 2007 i was ok until this week.then the shit really hit the fanonly it was bloodand a bed.and i won't go into anymore detail other than it was the most traumatizing, embarrassing, and painful experience of my life. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hannah Posted August 23, 2007 Report Share Posted August 23, 2007 Well, thats very comforting.. Eva, I kind of know how you feel, there aren't enough caring people in the world.. I hope you're okay now though. I wasn't so much trying to comfort as I was just being honest. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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