eva

he doesn't cheat. he just sits on his bum and plays all day.

just nod and smile. if you don't like it, don't use it. i think it's pretty awesome.

i like my mahjongg.

i <3 n*photohost

how abouttt i have your babies and you give me n*bucks. sounds like a fair deal to me.

so basically today was the day i snapped. last night i started cutting again after months of being free. then i got a parking ticket. yes, a parking ticket. the kind that doesn't show up on your record. the kind that costs $10 and then is not a bother in your life ever again, but not for eva. i got home, and i had a panic attack. i went into a fit of hyperventilating for 20 minutes. my mom almost took me to the hospital, and i haven't stopped crying since. no, i'm not posting this for sympathy. i'm posting this because every time i try to talk to someone about anything they always turn it around and make it about themselves. that's why i'm posting this here. it's for someone else who is more interested in his own business than the welfare of a so-called friend, just like the rest of the world. maybe if all i did was go on and on about myself it might be different, but all i do is listen to everyone else's problems, help everyone else out, and deal with everyone else's shit. there's no one there for me. i tried talking to someone else earlier, and instead of consoling me, it went back to him. "i'm not a good enough friend to you." that's not what you say to someone you're trying to help. i'm done with people. you all are shit.

k so i totally shouldn't have to make a post to play again just because it's after midnight. it's not even after midnight here, thank you very much.

i'd reaaaally like to spit in my neighbor's face, but i won't. i'd probably spit back, or just walk away.

i'm pretty sure mine was pretty inherited.

i think if i talk in my sleep i wake up.

WOLFIE

if you're that size, and you think you're fat, you should really see a picture of me.

is that picture on your posts of you?

i don't know if it's necessarily that they don't realize their kids are people too, but people are doing things at younger ages, and the world seems to be a much scarier place to be doing such things in.. with diseases and such (for those of you who don't know aids is a pretty recent addition to the world of diseases) so i'm not sure it's that they think it's terrible for their kids to do things, but they just don't want to lose their kids because of such things. of course, if people could EDUCATE their kids on the correct ways to protect themselves, everyone would probably be happier, but for some reason parents seem to be happier believing if they don't talk about it, it won't exist.

i thiiink that would put her in the negatives. maybe you should have a makeover show for overweight convicts. she might need some plastic surgery though.

honestly, i think she could look fine. okay, maybe not her face, but her body, if she wore clothes that were HER SIZE.

if this whole topic is just about school in general, i'm going to rant about it. i go back in 2 weeks, and i still don't know who my roommate is. THAT'S A PROBLEM. when you share a room with someone, usually you split up things to bring, like one person will bring a rug, one a fridge... BUT if you don't know who the other person is, you can't discuss who is bringing what. i do have my room assignment, though, which is more than a good chunk of people, so i'm secretly hoping that they forget to give me a roommate. a double single would be AMAZING. anyway, the girl i was originally sharing a room with said she was transferring, but her schedule still shows up on the site (everyone else i know who transferred had theirs disappear) so i'm afraid she'll be there, and that would just be weird. we wouldn't end up in the same room, though, because i got an email at the end of last year saying i didn't have a roommate. it's just, on the smaaaall campus, it will be impossible not to run into her a lot.

when you've been overweight the majority of your life, you know it. for some reason, it seems like other people think you don't realize it, so they like to point it out any time you upset them. i think what it really is is that they can't find any other way to insult me since i have a well functioning brain, but it really doesn't have an effect after the first 500 times. i just find it ridiculous when i get in an argument with someone (this tends to only happen online) and all i get back is "go eat another cow" or "haven't you had enough cheeseburgers today?" or people will tell me not to be so lazy. what they don't know is that i've danced since i was three (as in at a studio, not just like around my house or something), and i'm in pretty good shape, especially for my size. maybe if i had some sort of body image problem it would bother me, but i'm comfortable with myself. yes, i'm trying to lose some weight, but it's simply for health issues in my future, not because i don't like how i look. i think i'm beautiful. if you enjoy spending your time attempting to rip apart someone's self-esteem, maybe you should step back and see what it is that you don't like about yourself because that's usually where it comes from.

remind me to always let you drive. i don't ever want to listen to you tell me that i'm doing it wrong.

after that first encounter, my friend said i should have told him i buried them in my back yard (when he asked if i wondered what happened to my loved ones when they died,) but i was too petrified at the moment to think of anything witty. he really looked like someone who was going to come in and rape me.

it really depends on where you're driving. i hate driving in cities. small towns are fine. so is being out in the country. the fewer the cars, the better. but of course, it doesn't really matter where you are if someone really terrible is on the road with you..

isn't that what the girl in the exorcist did?

i would like to note that Wolfie moved this topic out of jealousy. he is terribly upset that he is no longer needed to procreate.

i can leave the site if you want

she already knows i'm in to weird stuff....