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sad. very, very sad. i'm glad i have no tv here. now i don't have to watch it if you call =P

everyone should just have sex without feelings, and then they won't get hurt, and everyone will be happy!

then he'd probably spit on me. he's spit on me when he wasn't mad..

i am too lazy to look at that. you should know as much.

UPDATE! we're not in the same lab group. THANK GOD now that would have been reaaally awkward. now i just need to run into him and see if he still says hi. question of the day: do i offer him his dvd that i still have?

you usually end up spending all weekend doing homework? and how old are you?

okay so, i had this friend who i was really close to first semester last year. i was pretty much in love with him. anyway, he cheated off of me in class and got caught, and he got in trouble. of course, he took all the blame, but we stopped talking after that, and didn't talk the rest of the year. i tried on several occasions to make up with him.. i wrote him a note saying even if it was in a couple years i'd still love to hang out with him again. the last thing i did was near the end of last year (school year, so like aprilish) i wrote him and said if he wanted to make up, to meet me in a certain place at a certain time, knowing that he never went in there. anyway, said day and time rolls around, and what's he do? he walks THROUGH the room. that's not an option! either you come in, or you don't. that's not what i'm ranting about. this semester he and i have a class together. so, all of a sudden, after months and months of not talking (more than half a real year) he starts saying hi to me. how am i supposed to react to that? i say hi, of course, but it's so awkward! sooo, this starts AND THEN i'm walking with some friends last night, and this guy walks up and asks for a cigarette. my friend gives him one, and he tells us we can go inside his house (we were right outside when he stopped us) and get some beer. my other friend really wanted a beer, so she insisted i go inside with her. we go inside.. and up some stairs, and lo and behold there is mr. hi drunk out of his mind with a bunch of his friends. they FREAK OUT that we're taking beer. i very calmly say "she just wants one beer." they give us one beer. we leave. AWKWARD. so we get back outside and mr. cigarette goes in and gets more beers. then all the other guys come out, still being pretty mean. we all decide to go to a party together, STILL AWKWARD as drunk mr. hi isn't talking to me, and i'm sure not talking to him! so then we ditch them as they walk down some deserted road. the end. it's just tooooo much to think about. we'll see how class goes tomorrow.. i wonder if he and i will get put in the same lab group =|

i agree. although i always tend to expect too much.

psh least you didn't spend all of today and part of yesterday doing homework.

i'd say at least keep the casino and arcade. they amuse me.

i was ok until this week. then the shit really hit the fan only it was blood and a bed. and i won't go into anymore detail other than it was the most traumatizing, embarrassing, and painful experience of my life.

at least iot wasn't.. you know.. his sausage..

i used to say random a lot, but it was always "that's random" not "i'm random".

if i wrote about what happened today... well yesterday now.. you'd know that life is worse than sucky..

i really hope he typed it with his nose-- pecking style-- with his neck in a brace.

he writes pretty well for someone with mashed fingers and a broken brain.

did i say it was inappropriate skin?

how about an eva skin. everyone likes my skin.

and for clarification, i meant in the MAKING YOURSELF LOOK OLD way.

Wolfie, you are dating yourself.

i see people do that a lot.. well not usually driving.. usually the passenger, but i suppose that works too..

i like the casino.

today i almost got rear ended BY A SEMI. apparently i wasn't going fast enough for him... but in a semi-residential area, when i was about to turn, i didn't find it necessary to go more than a couple miles over the speed limit, ESPECIALLY WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO TURN. anyway, i guess it's a good thing he was paying attention to his jerkiness, or i wouldn't be here right now.

people are soooo stupid with that stuff. it's one thing if you have like high school aged kids WHO CAN GET OUT if they need to and stay in by choice, but small children who are strapped in in ridiculous heat is dumb. i hear people complain about people doing it with pets too.. which yeah, i understand, but come on, there aren't rules against taking kids into the grocery store..

i move back in this weekend. talk about sucky. =(